This is a complete record of log entries entered in one of four locations:

Not all log entries can be viewed; many will remain locked. Additional entries may be added or unlocked at any time. Some entries may be edited; for example, names may be removed and replaced with "-----". I will try to keep editing to a minimum. Please note that the feelings expressed in any of these log entries were my feelings at the EXACT TIME the entry was written, and that the feelings may no longer necessary apply or even be true. Also note that I often have written to ease my mind about my problems, so there may be a lot of depression and angst that doesn't really reflect my usual personality. Lastly, please do not ask me questions about anything appearing in these entries; they will be ignored.
Please enjoy Sasami's Log.


1/6/2004: I've split this into two pages to reduce the amount of scrolling. To see entries from 2001 and before, click here.

03/16/2002 i need help
05/24/2002 so alone
06/30/2002 i'm not afraid
09/02/2002 blurry slop
09/05/2002 get through this
09/20/2002 human nature
10/05/2002 having fun
10/05/2002 mellow
10/29/2002 home
12/06/2002 i don't get it
12/06/2002 so frustrated
12/08/2002 this is me
12/26/2002 stupid frustrations
01/12/2003 thoughts swirling
01/17/2003 in my head
02/02/2003 getting closer
02/04/2003 deep regret
02/18/2003 vivid recollection
02/20/2003 what causes this?
09/18/2003 changing
11/06/2003 who i am
12/14/2003 lore and love
01/27/2004 my damn sign
02/04/2004 losing touch
03/17/2004 fun